clearing the score of a muddied symphony
1) she thought about the differences she thought about the difference between those who pray, and remain hopeless, and others who pray, and receive true miracles-- spilling out of the places that were once dark and airless, cabinets needing cleaning, become spanking clean under the high intensity lamp of paying attention filtering the blurry bitterness of lemons clearing the score of a muddied symphony, written on a sojourn sealing the agreement to self-- to sit above the cloudy water, obscured by all those who would have her sequestered, silenced, "on holiday" for having beliefs, for her faith--- at this low tide moment in all of human history-- 2)pardoning friends pardoning friends for being quiet, not returning calls, she always had the companionship of flowers, trees, the wind, and the almighty keyboard for notes to spiral, or fox trotted words to do hand springs by the river at dawn our lives be...